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Pinky the Crocodile

October 2002

Diary Archive

Wednesday, October 30

"I want to do something big!"

I think everybody have thought about that at least once.

I sometimes think about "How do I make a positive contribution to society?", you know?
I have already found the answer. Do you know what it is?

Even I have to compromise, I shouldn't do too much.
I mean.. Actually... I changed a job again.

In spite of I recognized that I was not good at just a office job, I tried to do that.
That's my big mistake. It was impossible to keep up the job. It was impossible....
I was NOT the right person there.

Now I started job as a helpdesk. Everybody around me said I was a PC expert.
I should work as a PC instructor or helpdesk.... That is the answer.

This morning, before I woke up, I was dreaming that I was going to die.
According to the dream fortune-telling, "Death" means good.
Every time I am in the turning point, I always dream about my death.
how many times I have dreamed about that?.... maybe... more than three times.

Looking back.... what is the year 2002for me?
Now, I have more than four web sites. After my Japanese site is placed at Yahoo! Japan directory at the end of January, the access counter started increasing very quickly. I don't want to express the fact at Japanese site but frankly speaking, I became an editor of Open Directly Project last week. My category is Software/Web Design and Development at Japanese directory.

Wednesday, October 2

My English conversation school term will expire soon.
I took the final counseling today. The topic was "Skills and Qualification".

I used to work as an computer instructor for a year, and I used to teach elderly people until the beginning of last month.
But, the income was unstable. Actually, my income was about 50,000 yen per month.
Now, I changed a job.... it is not as an computer instructor. If I didn't decide the current job at the middle of last month for money, I would get only 10,000 yen.

I wanted to keep working as a teacher, but sometimes I have to compromise.
However, instead of this new job, I can teach about computer on weekends. One person who used to be my PC student called up me, "Please teach me how to use computer".
I have an appointment this Saturday.

I used to try to improve English skill and computer skill for a long time because both will be required in the future.
But, think about it... as far as I stay in Japan, I don't use English so much. I don't have to use English...

If people ask me "Which one is more important, English or computer?", my answer is "Computer".
so I decided that I wouldn't continue learning English.

Even I have enough skills, if I don't have any qualifications, I cannot let people know which level I am.
But, you know, when I take some examinations, I have to pay a lot of money. It is too expensive!
So I use to be afraid of paying money.

However, I decided to take exams to certificate my skills. It cannot be helped...
After I started taking MOUS exams and passed them all, people around me started doing that, too.
Finally, after I passed "Access 2000", my boyfriend took the same exam and passed!

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