February 2004
Saturday, February 27
A motivation comes out, only when timing is bad. Even though it comes out at last, if somebody disturbs it, don't you get angry?
I have to write a book, and the dateline is closer and closer, but I cannot start writing a book in a daytime because a motivation doesn't come out. At late a night--- like at eleven, finally it comes out.
However, it is time to take a bath, too... My mom said, "It is a bath time!"
I do NOT want to make this motivation useless.
Nobody makes it interfere...!
Well... after all, I didn't take a bath for several days. Uh-oh... :-(
I've removed timing again??
Friday, February 20
The winter bargain sale is held now. But, I don't want to go out. Because I want to save money. Nobody knows when I will work at a company. Only God knows that. I don't want to waste money. I hate a wasteful person. Somebody Japanese said; "Don't buy a thing needed. Buy only a required thing." That's a good word, don't you think?
Tuesday, February 17
2004 for me will turn into a year which must clarify the boundary line of a volunteer and work---I am a volunteer, you know, that's why I am a volunteer editor of Open Directory Project, and I am teaching my web site visitors how to use computers for free. However, when I was working as a temporary worker, the co-workers used to tell me, "Why you don't know how to earn money??? You are crazy!!!" Yeah... that's right.
Sunday, February 15
My life style is unstable. I went to bed at five o'clock in the morning and got up at afternoon, then I was tired of using computers so I went to bed before midnight and I got up at 7 o'clock in the morning. You know what? Actually I was awake only for 12 hours yesterday.
"Go to bed at night and wake up in the morning"... do you think I should do it?
Saturday, February 14
Today is Valentine's Day. When I was in Vancouver in Canada in January 1996, I found an unique greeting card.
I hate Valentine's Day!!!
Who invented this crappy holiday, anyhow?
Probably some love-crazed loser with nothing better to do...It's like a
pink-and-red nightmare, man. I'm tellin' ya...this holiday sucks! It's
just a time for all the love-stricken wimps to make the rest of us, who
AREN'T with anyone, want to Retch!Yeah, I'm not finished yet...I wanna bet the crap outta that little cupid
jerk, too...flying around like some damn giant gnat makin' people fall in
love with each other...what if they don't wanna love each other-huh?!
That little creep's ruinin' it for everyone. GEEZ, I HATE HIM!!!Valentine's Day- Yuck! Gag Me!
Well...anyhoo...have a nice February 14th!
(But NOT a happy Valentine's Day...I HATE Valentine's Day!)
This is so funny, don't you?
Actually, I didn't give chocolate anybody. How about my boyfriend? Yeah... I just sent a greeting card. That's all :)
Friday, February 13
No harm in extended Internet use
I am always stay in home and use Internet all day, but I don't have a social phobia or anything like psychological problems. I like to chat with people, I am never afraid of strangers at all, if anything, I am friendly. Definitely, if I use Internet for a long time, I am getting depressed, but I think the reason is because I just get tired.
Thursday, February 12
I have been maintaining my Japanese sites for a while. Can you image how many HTML files on my web site? There are over 900 HTML files, actually. The number of files are getting increasing.
Finally, this English site started maintaining to consolidated all the page designs :-)
My feet are frostbitten even though I am always in my home. Every time I take a bath, my feet always become itchy. When it gets better? I know it is a weird story... but that's true... Because I am a reptile?
I want to evolve into a homoiotherm...!
Wednesday, February 11
My boyfriend took me to the drive to Kashiba in Nara by the Hanshin Expressway.
I said something stupid word as the same time as the ETC "PI" sound as usual :)
In the middle of the drive, I was talking about "nowadays blog is popular so I started blog recently".
I forumed he would not be interested in the story because he always says that "Internet is just for reading, but not for posting some forums or bulletin boards", however, unexpectedly, he was expressing his agreement at frequent intervals as he listened to me.
After we arrived at Kashiba interchange, we went to a ramen noodles restaurant. It was so great! The long line was made at the entrance of the restaurant. I ate a big roasted pork fillet. It is like a pork steak! I desperately ate the ramen noodles. He put a lot of garlic too much in his ramen noodles .... for what?
What happened the next? It is up to your imagination :)
Tuesday, February 10
Suddenly, my old co-worker, who used to work together in 2002, called up me in the afternoon. I was very surprised at her phone call. According to her, she was looking for the details how to use Microsoft Office so she visited my web site, and looked at the notebook site as of February 5, and knew that I would publish a book, so she wanted to make sure about that. She said, "Congratulations! you have a great talent!"
At that time, she was on the way to an elementary school in Osaka city to teach the teachers about computers. I was surprised that she was still working at the same company.
I am very happy at her phone call, anyway :)
I think it appreciated that someone keeps me in mind even though I left the company.
Saturday, February 7
Speaking of February, February 8th is my boyfriend's birthday. On the last his birthday, he was in a hospital, so I worried whether he would be in a hospital again or not on his birthday, but he was not for this year:)
He took me to the drive to Kobe on his birthday's eve. We were driving passed along the Hanshin Expressway, and his car was installed ETC system.
ETC = Electronic Toll Collection system : The antenna which installed the charge payment of a charged highway in the tollgate from personal delivery of the conventional cash or a coupon ticket, and the thing to which ETC carrying case apparatus which carried in the car performs charge payment processing by radio communications. Since "stopping, opening and handing a window and getting a receipt" is lost entirely, it can pass through a tollgate nonstop.
When passing a tollgate, ETC sounds "PI", so I said, "How is it that I emit something stupid word at the same time as the sound "PI"?" then he said "Yeah, that's good. say anything!" then I did ;-) but I cannot say what I said, it is secret.
When we arrived at Kobe Harbor Land, we went to a restaurant.
We had a good time.