April 2004
Sunday, April 25
"Honesty is the best policy."
Do you know that?
I am a honest person. I mean, I cannot tell a lie to my feeling.
If you visit my web site and read my diary, you will probably understand about me.
On the Internet, we are merely aiming at communication only in written form, without hearing voice, without seeing a partner's face---through computers. However, man is beyond a PC.
If they misunderstand about me, what would I do?
While I have been misunderstood, If I am continuing becoming silent, the situation only gets worse rapidly,
so I just tell the truth. I will try to reveal thinking plainly that it is true honestly.
For revealing plainly honestly, courage may be required.
Some people cannot do that but just tell a lie to their feeling.
Sunday, April 18
Whenever I take a bath, I attach a sigh.
The other me, that has been oppressed, show up.
She is appealing to me, "Leave me alone".
Anyhow, a lot of things happen too much. I cannot follow the change.
It seems that the other me crushed by stress and is raising the scream.
I cannot stand it...
Why does a life have change too much like this?
Seemingly, people think that they cannot understand about me, but actually, I am the hottest.
My present life is not common even if I think how.
It may be "common" if it sees from a third person.
Because I go out for working in a daytime.
In fact, I change jobs too much.
I don't want to do any more...
Since I am awkward, I become so after all.
Sunday, April 11
I enjoy posting at my blog about my current events. But, I have to be careful whether I can open the public them or not.
I am going to publish a book soon, and then my real name will be known by everybody.
I want to put on my blog about more details, but I can't.
There is the duty to protect privileged information, you know?
I have to choose words, contents or so.
Friday, April 9
I started working at an electronic goods store from this month, but it is very far from my home, it takes for one hour and a half, they don't pay the transportation, and also, the payment by the hour is a little low.
Actually, I regret decided this job. I wanted to work from the temporary agency that I used to work for until January this year, but the current temporary agency is different.